五十 - ついに完成!

I've finally done it. I've managed to write fifty kanjis without any help :D Now I'll only have to learn how to keep a one minute long introduction of myself... That's going to be difficult... These are some of the kanjis that I've learned :
母、父、心、石、右、子、友、青、緑、白、赤、 車、牛、犬、猫、大、 愛、小、神、花。雨。家族。本。日。月。山。川。火。水。金。男。女。木。一。二。四。千。
They're not that hard to remember...
My summer vacation, so far, has been pretty un eventful. Today I woke up at three o'clock (PM)... I feel a lot calmer than I did when we still had school... Or maybe I should say "emptier" instead of "calmer". yeah... It's as if my life'd ended with the school... Well. Now it's time to begin building on a new life for myself, now that I don't have any spesific place to belong to^.^ *yawn... I think I'll try finding a site where I can watch a movie named "Negative happy chainsaw edge", it's supposed to be good and one of my favourite actors are in it, so I'll give it a go. Ja mata~

*Haaa...*

This is going to be a fast one. My sister is having her second birthday party for this week... Today it's the relatives turn to stop by and congrat her. She turndes 8 last Fiday... I was planning to sleep over at my brothers place tonight, just for fun... And of course to get some time off from the family ^^ Even though it doesn't seem like it, it's incredibly tardy to be living with two females :P I don't have much more to tell you this time... So I think that I'll just vanish for now ~

Tadaima!... Okaeri...?

Here we are again... Sitting in front of the computer while listening to mums´ talk about how I'm such a horrible child ^^'' This time it's the topic "Host family"... And the last sentence payed attention to "I wonder how long they'll have the energy to listen to your talk, you're such a horrible kid without any manners..." I can't really remember how the "discussion" went on... But I think it was something like "I'm tired of listening to you. Always so annoying. It's good that I'll only have to stand you for one and a half months anymore." ^.^ Well it's true. I'm almost one hundred per cent sure that they'll all be much happier without me hanging around the family as a loose particle. Only family in the house ya´ know :) That'd at least be my policy if I had a home with people living in it... Did I already tell you about how the week at my cousines place went?.. Well if I didn't, then read the earlier post about... Tuesday? (I think it was.) It pretty much describes my week... =_='' Never more... Only 1,5 months left... huh... ^^ That time'll (hopefully) fly by in a blink of the eye :)
Now I'll have to go and pack my things together (mum's all nuts, because two of my bags are lying on the bench.) Ja~na~

Never wanted*

Finally! I've got access to a computer!! Or should I rather say that *I've got permission to be on the computer -.-''* Right now I'm in Tammerfors, at my cousines place. Where I've been ever since Saturday... It seriously feels like I've been here for ages! I wanna´go home... never thought that I'd say that.. ^^'' Well there's only... six days left... -.- I can't stand this... Right now my cousine is sitting on the floor with her friend and her nine... scallops... (I don't even know if that's what they're called)... She has... should I say "a bit" odd preference for house pets... Well... yeah... there are man different kinds of people in this world... Which is good... I mean. Imagine how boring life'd become if everybody was exactly alike.. God... As you propably know, Friday was the last day of my nine years of complusory school, which made me sad... "This is the last day that I'll step into that building as a student of it. After this day I'll become a total stranger to the people there... My place in the teachers daily lifes will be filled with a new student... It's difficult to imagine a life without the present people... I'm going to miss this life of mine... so much..." this is exactly what I was thinking for (almost) the whole Friday... Heh* I'm jumping from one subject to the other ^^'' Sorry for that...
You're propably thinking that I'm a stupid idiot, because I'm staying such a long time at a place where I seriously don't want to be... The thing is... My Mum´ doesn't want to have me around on Midsummer... So she told me that I should stay here and "enjoy" my summer holidays... But the truth is that she doesn't have the energy nor the will to be around me... Well I guess it's good that I'll be going away for a while ^.^ So that she'll be able to rest ad forget about all the trouble I'm causing her :) Well... This post was a bit messy. I apologise for that. And now it's time for me to leave. Bye~

*YaWn*

Good morning my dear blog followers. I don't have much time, so I'll make this one short. There has been so much going on this week, that I haven't had the time to blog. So let's take a short glance through my week. On Monday we had our long awaited "Finishing-dinner", that is kept among the ninth graders and the teachers... It was incredibly fun! I got a diploma that said "This years migratory bird" and a (home made) flag representing Japan... This somehow made me a bit sad... It's like the reality would've struck me... After tomorrow I propably won't meet these people anymore... This truth scares me... Because I don't want to lose any friends! :( Well I'll do my best with keeping in touch with the closest ones though... I definitely won't let go of them! ^^, On Tuesday I went to my grand parents place, where I decided to stop eating candy until the first of August. Wednesday was a horrible day. I went to the town with my mum´ in the hope of finding a dress for the breaking-up that takes place on Friday. But no matter where we searched the dresses would be strange and even ugly -.- and then, surprise, surprise, mum´began blaming me for this and nagging "I shouldn't have come with you! I have much more important things to do than go searching for an unnecessary dress! You can use one of your old ones!". How come that parents just can't understand when you tell them that it's an important once a lifetime occasion, where you want to look as perfect as possible. That will say, you won't have on some old rags from the closet! Well, who cares? Certainly not she -.- I'll go shopping by myself today, and I pray to God that I'll find something! Now I've gotta´go! Bye~

Hellöö

What a nice day... Gloomy clouds covering the sky... *Haa...* Friday was so nice... Me and a group of friends grilled and played soccer the whole evening :) Right now I'm waiting in my room, for the guests to arriwe. My brother's going to have his graduation party today... Grandma´has baked some incredibly tasty cookies (the sort that I never succeed with)... And mum´has been up ever since the early morning, she's been decorating the cakes... *drool* they're so nice looking ^^ I wish that someday I'll be able to make as good bakings as they both do :D Wonder if it'll begin raining and thundering... I hope it won't... :/ And there it went.. My mind slipped again :( There hasn't been a single day ever since I got accepted, that I haven't been thinking about Japan... Please someone help me, just one day... Give me one day when I don't have to worry about it... The thought has became a bother... Rather than joy I feel tardy and fed up... Jah jah.. Now positive thoughts!... can't come up with any -.-'' GACKT! He's so cool ^^, The way he sings... He compeletly puts his soul and mind into it... It's almost as if you'd be able to hear his thoughts through the words that you can't understand... OH! * I think my cousines arriwed now. Gotta´go C-ya~

Congratz´ bigbro´!

Hello peeps. Today was the last day of my brothers twelveyears long education (school years). That will say - he got his degree! He graduated from the "Natural Science Programme" (upper secondary school) :D It's impossible to portray my feelings about this... Maybe the closest description would be the simple word "Proud"... Yes.. that's the word... proud... ^^ I hope that someday I'll be standing on the stage with a white (degree) cap on my head too! And maybe my sister will feel the same way as I do now? (as if that'd ever occur XP.) My grand parents (from mums´side) came over today and... cleaned -.- My grandma´is something I'd like to call an "almost pedant" person... Even though me and my sister had tidy´ed up the place before they came, she still could find incredibly many "misstakes" with it all :/ Well, we're going to have big bros´ graduation party on Sunday... So I guess It's just good that they came over to our place right? ^^, My camera's getting full :( I only have something like eighteen or twenty spaces left... (When the camera's empty there are around 750 spots.) So I'm in a pinch right now, with all the coming feasts and everything! You know the cake I was talking about in yesterdays post? Yeah, well I kind of ended up (almost) eating it all by myself... I guess it wasn't that tasty... Mum only took one piece of it... Sis´ didn't take any (I think) and the same goes for dad´... Though my grandma´ate one piece... But that doesn't matter does it... I guess I'll give up on baking for now on ^-^ It's better to leave it to someone who can make tasty cakes right? :) Well I'm going to continue watching this Japanese drama now (name: Bloody Monday.) It's really good and has an incredibly "hot" lead actor :D (Miura Haruma) *gaah* If you excuse me, I'm going to start drooling now ^^ JaMata~

Tokyo the 1 of august 2009 :D

Oh God. It's already June... The time has passed by so fast... It feels as if it was yesterday that I told Ess that "It feels as if this is the real beginning of my life" (this actually happened the first of January -09)... It's hard to believe, but soon... so soon... I'll find myself in Japan. Tokyo to be more precise (for the first three weeks at least), where the language camp is going to take place. *haaa...* Now I'm seriously longing for that day to come... Guess what! I just baked a cinnamon bun cake :) In the end it turned out to be pretty good (haven't tasted it yet though). It's a pity that I can't find my USB cable for the camera, othervise I would've posted a picture of it :/ Well, it consists of many cinnamon buns that has been stucked together, and it also has icing on the top... I'm seeing forvards to hearing mums' opinion about it... Wonder if she'll like it... Yup.. Today was a pretty "chill" day in school. I finished my trousers in the textile craft and learned that my teacher (still) is a total hag... (sorry for that, I just had to get it out of me :P).. The reason for this is that she propably won't raise my grades, even though I've busted my ass of on those freaking ugly pair of trousers >( Well some people just can't appreciate hard work. *Oh* I almost forgot, I also had my second P.E class with the fifth graders... Not easy at all... They're a little too noisy for my taste. But in the end everybody listened and played the game I told them to. "I feel great. Not a single thing to worry about!" is what I'd like to say, but it would be a big fat lie ^^'' Well now I'm off, to clean my room. Sayounara~ Oh! By the way dad's coming home today! (haven't seen him in ten days) Maybe I'll force him to take a bite of the pretty cake that I've made!~

Ohisashiburi!

Hello, it's been long since the last time, around eleven days... right? I'm not so sure about the title of this post, there's a big possibility that it's all wrong, so please, don't pay too much attention to it ^^ Under this (post) gap of eleven days, I've done so much that I even can't remember the half of everything. Etoo... Let's see... Well, I've been so tired, that I've slept a few hours after each schoolday (mum' doesn't like this :P), I've also worked my as off with all the school projects, especially the Swedish and Society knowledge, which both had pretty big assignments... What do you think of the title "Japan through the times"? Too much of a cliché? Well a good friend of mine once told me that adults like clichés, so I chose this as the title for my Junior high degree assignment in society knowledge (it was in Swedish, though.) The whole projekt turned out to be a "success", I'm very pleased with the outcome of all of my hard work, it was worth it^^ Okay... that sounded a bit egoistic... Like "Kiss my feet, you low life people. I'm soooo good -.-'' style... Eheh... Have you ever felt that you've had enough, even though you've been incredibly close to the finish line? That you just can't stand it anymore? Well that's how I feel at least. Especially when it comes to the teachers, my patiense with them has totally ran out. I'm just so fed up with their crap. Like yeaterday one of our teachers forced me to skip the English and P.E class, just because she wanted ME, not anyone else, just me (okay there was about four other students too) to work on a f**king presentation movie of the week in Lingen... Ya' know what the worst part of everything was? Well there was many XP For example that we were forced to crowd in an incredibly small room -without any form of air conditioners, that barely could hold three little tables, around two computers, for three whole hours without any kind of permission for stepping outside of that little smelly box, kind of thing-.- At first we were around ten people pushing around in the room, but then some lucky individuals managed to escape and in the end there was just four people working on those (two) movies (the other one was about our meeting-places in this town, as if there were any -.-''.) This may soud like an easy thing to do, but imagine four people sitting side to side (incredibly close to eachother) in a room that could've passed for a sauna... horrible. When I finally "had" to leave that place (teacher couldn't stop me XD) the nagging hag got pissed off at me (I had to leave for the bus that I ride home with every day)... Sometimes I'm so happy because I live in tha´bushes (still most of the time I'm not)... It totally saved me yesterday ^.^ Yeah... this was about everything I guess... And by the way, pardon me for my freakingly´, bad English won'tcha´. Everything is a bit stirred up in my head right now, I woke up around 3 o'clock Am. and haven't been able to sleep after that... Yeah... And I've also vomited twice -.- Talking about freshness XP ...And watching Japanese dramas definitely doesn't improve my English ^^'' Now once again I'm of to the... TOILET! Bye~

Good evening.

My dear friends I have the pleasure of informing you, that once again... I'm tired -.-'' *Yawn... I woke up around eleven o'clock this morning... ever since, I've been wandering around the house like a zombie ^^ This day has been incredibly pleasant. The weather is so pretty and both of my parents are at home :D We cleaned the front yard and Dad´made some BBQ for dinner... So nice :) Quality family time - That's what I call it :3 I've been chatting with a Japanese guy from a language learning webb-page, he's going to teach me some Japanese, in exchange I'm going to teach him English, good deal huh ^^ Nice to finally get someone to teach me (at least) the basics of the language! God I hate to live in a socially restricted place like this -.- And don't worry, I'm not going to give him any personal information about myself... That's what my parents told me not to do... Sometimes I really wonder how stupid they think I am...? Well yeah, it's true you can never be too cautious... Ayways, I don't care if he's a psyco-maniac or pedofile as long as he's nice and willing to teach me ^_^ So the summer has (almost) finally arriwed to the North of Sweden! It's around 19 celsius degrees in the shadows outside! Yattaa!! And once again I have to evaporate! JaMata!~