三月の風に～

Samishii～ So lonely～ Wish there was something to do or someone to talk to... My brother just left for school (evening student). So I'm completely alone in the house again (if you don't count the pets, even they seem sad).
Hmm.. thought I'd pour my depressing thoughts into this very own little site of misery ;P Where to start, where to start... This day, as yesterday, was happenings less. I went to the station area in the intention of buying a pair of new shoes, but ended up with a pair of phone straps to my brother and cousin =.=" That's so me... always buying stuff for someone else o(_ _)o I need to get a grip -.-"
Anyways I've been a bit down lately... Okay, the truth, I've been really pissed off lately at a dude who people know as my boyfriend* Because I haven't seen that little piece of・・ In over a month now. Because of his tests (reserve spaces -all- at first tries) he's always busy studying. I understand that it is really important for him to pass his exams and enter a good university, but dude, studying 10h/day doesn't make the info stick to your brain better than 4hrs would do. And the thing is that he keeps on about how he wants to meet me soon etc. Well, if he'd want that much enough, I'm sure that a days' break wouldn't hurt -.-* Always the same thing over and over againね... Never ever a 3rd year student... That's my best advice for you. God, I hate people who don't have time >.<
Oh' I just remembered that my exams are coming up soon too =O The first one's (Japanese) now on Friday xS Damn' need to start studying""
Yuh' I know, this post was a complete waste of time for you to read, but gotta' take out my bad"フインキ"somewhere ;) Didn't help a lot though xP Now I'm off watching movies on youtube (actually music vids' but..=P) バイバイ～

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A moment ago I actually thought that I'd have something to write about... But then it all kind of slipped off my mind ~.~ So now I'm just typing down everything that comes up into this yet again so blurry mind of mine. x.x hmm... Today... Today I've been around everywhere with Amabi. We met in Oofuna, from where on we proceeded into a train to Atami, but got out at Odawara to buy some snacks :3 We're both in a kind of pinch when it comes to money >.< because our monthly teeki train tickets requires two thirds of the monthly income (which our parents sometimes decides to donate for us). So this is a nice way of spending the day without having to pay anything^^

After our little trip, we finally decided to get out at Fujisawa, where we both agreed on going to a Mac Donalds, and eat the new "New York" burger. But as it turned out for our disappointment, they didn't make them anywhere anymore (reason-Unknown). So when we defeated by the evil staff of Mac Cafe, decided to retire to our usual place close to the station (normal McDonalds), we found Yuu-chan sitting there :D すごく嬉しかった^^ He had just finished his third university exams, after which he'd decided to (as always) dine at the usual place :)... He's lost a lot of weight since I last saw him.. :'/ I think the stress is getting up on him... Yeah, usually you'd think that it isn't that bad to lose weight, but now he's around mere 45kilograms x( Can't help but to worry for him :( Luckily the exams will be over after the 15:th of this month... Maybe he'll recover a bit after that...
In the mere time of 2 weeks I've managed to almost read out half of the English books which can be found in our school library -_-" That will say, half of the Harry Potter books... (Now at the end of the fifth one =.=). Well... It's better than not doing anything during the classes... God, school is boring! xS It doesn't help a bit that my English teacher (horrible hag) seems to think that I'm isolated and don't try to get along with my classmates -.- (that's at least what she told me). Because I didn't give her an enough satisfying response (as it seemed) she had the guts to go and ask Amabi if I've got problems back at home or anything (not out of worry, but plain curiosity). Well, as it turned out, Amabi had scolded her for accusing me of not trying enough and stuff... In the end the teacher had been in a slight state of shock and looked fairly regretful over her actions :3 whee... What'd I do without Amabi ^^
Hmm... Otherwise this life of mine here in Japan has been pretty happening less. Been talking to the biological mum', she's sent the applications an' all for my school back in Sweden. As it seems like, I'll have to move right away as I return... Well, kinda' makes me happy to think about the completely fresh start that I'll receive once again... though the thought of having to build up a new life again, just after a year, is pretty tiring... Confusing ne~
Now I'll try to sneak off to bed!! Tomorrow going out with Amabi again! ^^ Sweet dreams~

神様へ！お誕生日おめでとう！

Here I am again. Finally maybe picking up on the blogging again? Who knows... If only time and space alows me then maybe I can write some uninportant things here every day ;3 Today was Kami-samas 19:th birthday! Omedetou!! We celebrated this by going to Akihabara and blowing up all of our money on traintickets x.x (they cost us a fortune!). Btw. "we" were; Amabi, Kamisama, Yuu chan and me. I enjoyed it a lot, even though I perfer the "a bit" less crowded parts of Tokyo. Well you know what they say "good company makes the day" or "it's not the place, but who you're with, that decides whether you want to be there or not"... Can't remember the shorter version of that later one =P I met some new people today again (through my host family). There's this one question that always comes up... and I never know the answer... "Why did you come to Japan?". To be honest, I have no idea. Or that was what I thought until a few moments ago... When I once again in the boredom of not having anyone to talk with, was watching movies on youtube, the truth kind of tissled into my mind... I came here to fall in love. That's the thing that I've always, through my entire life been searching for. In the animes, mangas, dramas - everywhere. The hope of finding something small to hold on to, a little hint or a nice smile, that would make me feel important for some reason... All, worlds filled with different kinds of love. Sadly enough, that's a truth that people usually don't want to hear if they ask you such a question. The perfect answer would be that the culture which has a firm mixture of past and present and the language whichs origins no one knows about are so mysterious and captivating, that you just had to come to the place where this is all from. Or something like that >.> Right now the time here is 1.27 AM. I've began concidering that the fact of going to bed might not be as a horrible thing to do. Seems like my Englis's getting completly whacked up... I'll stop this excursiating failure of trying to bring a bit clearness into this blurry mind of mine and go to bed~お休み～

01/01-10 .Ready for life.

Even though the New Years Eve passed by sleeping in my bed (with a fever). It was something that I'd never experienced before. It was so boring xP No, it actually wasn't the Eve that was something new, but the morning that followed. Exactly at the second of New Year, the bells in the temple (that lies right beside of our house) began to ring. The deep sounds of the huge bells kept on through the whole night (which sort of creaped me out and made it difficult for me to sleep xS). When I woke up at 6 o'clock in the morning, it was still dark (and my brother with his friends were still awake). But after I got out from the bath and went up to my room, I could see how the first strips of sunshine creaped in between the shut curtains and out on my carpet. When I then hurried to pull the curtains to the sides, a flow of golden light washed over me and filled the room with a magical glow. Glancing out of the window I felt something peaceful fill me up from inside. This was when I noticed the stillness that had took over the whole city. After I got out of the house, I came to the conclucion that this had to be one of the most cold mornings so far, but yet, even despite of the flesh freezing cold I felt warm and ready to face the new experiences that this new year is to bring with it. ~

今年２００９のさいごのｐｏｓｔです。次は寅の年だよ！

Just a few minutes ago (here in Japan) the last day of this year began. It really is incredible how fast this year has passed... I mean, wasn't it just a few days ago that I sent the applications for the exchange year? This life of mine... It has compeletly changed during these 12 months that has passed by in a breeze.. Nothing's the same. I have 3 brothers (had 2 sisters and 3 other brothers before). My home town`s name is Chigasaki. I've already moved 4 times - Kawasaki, Nishi-yokohama & Kanazawa bunko (which is more than I've ever done before). Until I've (hopefully) found my final destination here in Chigasaki... (Somewhy though, I can't shake off the feeling that I'll propably have to move again =/). I've made friends with people from all over the world ex. Australia, Thailand, Korea, France, Brazil, Germany etc.. My boyfriend is a loveably admireable person, who has the determination to stick with me, even though I'm (pretty much of) a language cripple who has a lot of bad days and oversleaps all the time (came 30 minutes late for the Christmas date -.-... I'm blaming that on the clock that didn't ring though). The fact that he knows and can understand the limits of my Japanese language skills is something that you can't set a prize on... etoo... what I'm trying to say, is that it's easy to understand the things he says because he doesn't expect me to know everything and othervise just has an easily understandable way of speaking (no mumbling or super high speed- strangely shortened youths schlang words -.-") which makes him easy to be around (don't get tired as fast as you get around others when trying to understand them). Even though most of my friends nowdays mostly consists of English speaking people, I have some really good Japanese ones too^^ The most important persons in my life for the moment are: Oscar (Sweden), Amanda (Brazil) and Yuuki (Japan). These are the people that occupies my days with funny moments and hours of happiness <3 Without them I propably would've already comitted suicide or something xP By the way, I think I've became allergic towards cats... (which is a huge problem, because we have two of them here).. well, it could be a normal cold.. that makes the nose ich as hell and dries your lungs out =P My Christmas was both (Japanese -25th and normal- 24th) spent with Yuuki in Yokohama. We went to the sea world, saw the new movie "Avatar" in 3D (so good!) and just hung around in the shopping malls ^^. My new year's going to be totally different from a normal Japanese one, because of the parents and little brother, who're on a trip and returns the 1 of next year. So I'll be spending it with my 2 elder brothers. The house will apparently be filled with friends of the younger one (night schoolers). Which makes Yuuki afraid for me to get raped or something -.- They're all really nice though so they won't be doing such things - is what I assured that poor dude of ^^" Seriously, when people are talking about culture chocks, I've so far just had one big one, and that one's when I realized how perverted Japanese people are. This isn't even just the guys, but also the girls. The only thing you're afraid of while returning home at dark, is to become raped, not robbed or just beaten down, but sexually assaulted. Well, I'm going to leave that matter there. Here's a really good song by Flumpool that you definitly should check out! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4zyF9MwqZOE (a big plus, is that the singer is very cute ;D)... Not random at all xD
Today I had a really good day! =D Even though I felt like crap (because my hostmum got mad at me for asking if a friend could stay over at the house tonight - she'd already actually promised that it's okay the day before, but while being drunk, so she couldn't remember that fact, which made her think that I was incredibly rude. So she was just like "please stop, we're not at home so why are you asking that kind of things"). Met Yuuki in Fujisawa around 4 o'clock and the first thing he says when he sees me is "what's wrong? You look sad." Surprised me a bit cause` I was smiling at him @.@ No, I did not spill my crap on him. We went to karaoke and after that did some window shopping - all the time I felt like there was some positive energizing drug being pumped into my veins, so I forgot all about my always so drunk mum^^ When it was time to ride the bike home, I was so dying.. I bet that's a typhoon that is blowing outside right now ~.~ Because of the typhoon thingy the ride took around 25 minutes (usually 15 - when trying to be fast). Oh... I think I've got a fever... Yabai...
The first day of year 2010(!) we're (Yuuki & me) going to the jinjya... anoo... tempel! In kamakura, to pray for the coming year (at least some Japanese traditional culture experiences!! Don't get a lot of them nowdays anymore). I'm already looking forvards to the call that mum promised to make at New Years Eve! I feel at ease while talking to her every once in a while. And I've got so much to tell her too! Actually I don't... but anyways =P are.. Already 1h27min has passed since I began writing this post =o Why does the time pass by so fast in this (already) 4 months old Japanese life of mine? Why can't the good moments stay forever and the bad ones never even exist? That'd be a dream ne~ -End- of the last post, of the (propably) most happeningfull year in my entire life. テレサ

タイトル無

Geeh* I'm so incredibly bored, that I decided to at least start on a post now. We have a test week in school now, so I'm off for two days. Today I haven't done anything elese than slept to around half past one and eaten. When there comes up a sudden holiday or day of that I haven't made any plans for... I really don't know what to do... Luckily tomorrow I at least have plans for the afternoon (when Yuu`s school ends). There's a guy on my bus stop who's from the same school as Yuu (it's a private all boys school, so they have strict uniform rules- the only reason why I know). Oh yeah, I'm not going by bus anymore. I started walking to the station instead... Takes bout` an hour... But it's 7000 yen cheaper and I don't mind moving a bit every once in a while (haven't done that after the move from Kawasaki - where I walked 30 min to the station). So it's about time ne~.
A while ago with Amabi I bought a pair of slim fit jeans for the first time in my life. They're nice (have them on right now), though they've became a bit loose around the hips. Need to buy a belt... But I don't have money for anything anymore ~.~ The phone bill needs to be paid, hygien articles, winter clothes, christmas presents... Everything needs to be bought within the beginning of this new month >.<>.<
I still don't know what to put as the title of this post... My mind doesn't work anymore ~~
7 Pupils from my class has the 新型 influenza (aka. swine flue) and 8 others have cought a bad cold, the homeroom is so empty... We only have 20 students left. Where from most of them are boys. Nowdays I usually spend my time with Kami sama (Kami様 - God) and Amabi (Megumi様 - God of venus) xD I'm apparently the Ohime sama - Sun God (&Tepupu). We have some more, but I'm not going in deeper on this subject. I don't know why but I just don't feel like hanging out with most of the others. Yayayaaa... What else would be proper enough to fit an internet blog... There aren't so much of those things... xP I've been thinking of getting some type of self-defence thingy (heard that they sell those "especially made for girs" thingys) because the fact that there are a lot of sick (in the head) and perverted people here is pretty shocking... It's not just like "normal" lot but "extremely" many... This is qite frightening... It doesn't help a bit that our school uniform skirts are so short... or that we have to wear skirts at all... You can't ride a train without at least seeing one old dude staring at a younger female in a strange way. Usually you can't ride a train without having someone staring at you in a strange way too -.-" And the news about young girls beeing murdered, chopped into small peaces and spread all around the mountains... こわいよ <:'( This subject wasn't nice at all... Makes you kind of face the truth too roughly... CHANGE!! My host mum is preparing dinner right now... The smell is nice, she's good at cooking. Mheee* I can't get the thought of those pervs out of my head now >.< やっぱり I'll end the post here. Bye~

a road back home.

Yeah... Full fart framat med blicken i backspegeln...
Geeeh*... What should i write... Right now I feel so tired and messed up xP On sunday we had our woulenter work. Which turned out to be a session on sitting for 5 hours with 1 five minutes break -.-" Well, it doesn't matter. I met Yuu-chan after it. So that kind of saved my day ^^... I think that I'm really falling for him... Before it was just this... Affection to a person that I felt... But now I think that I'm really starting to like him in that special way... Maybe it's just my imagination. Anyways, I had so much fun with him on Sunday! First we went to a game center where from we went to karaoke... I seriously can't even try singing alone o(_ _)o My hands starts shaking too much... Thank God Yuu-chan chose songs we both could sing together ^^ It was nice. There is this one song that I really love. Its` name is 3月9日by レミオロメン (remioromen... lemiolomen?, never know with the kanas). He always sings it... =3 Now that we have came into the subject Yuu-chan, maybe I should just tell everything about him. The first time that I ever met him was on our schools bunkasai, where Inka brought him. He is 18 years old and goes to a buddish all boys school in Fujisawa (though, he's an atheist like me). Eeh... what more... He loves cats and One piece`s Chopper... Wants to become a teacher in the future (of the English subject). He`s English is really good. But still we always speak in Japanese for some reason... Gehehee... Once when we were a bigger group of people going to a park, Amabi (Brasil) and I were walking a bit behind of Yuu-chan... Amabi thinks that he's like a girl, so she told me that. Even though I was like "ssh! He can hear you!", she just giggled and said that even though he'd do that, he wouldn't understand anything -.-" I don't remember how but the subject came up... and Yuu-chan told me about that... I THOUGHT THAT I'D DIE... For Gods sake... The only thing I could think was "fuck fuck fuck..." (and a lot more bad words). When I told Amabi about this... She laughed her ass of! o(_　_)o Not fun at all -.-"
So great, the text up until now... I began writing it on Monday. I've just simply been too lazy to finish this post... But I'll try to manage it now... It's Friday evening and all so... =P
No I'll just end it here. ~

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I'm back again! And guess what, I don't have that much time now either -.- there's always something to do and somewhere to be ~.~ Today I'm going to meet up with Yuuki in Fujisawa <3 Where we're going to karaoke and maybe a cat cafe! He's also promised to help me out with a Japanese speech that I have to write ^^ Think I'll compeletly leave that matter to him xP On Sunday there's "voulenter" work again ~~ It's the kind of work that you have to do if you don't want to get kicked out of the school... (as an exchange student)しなければならないね. Yeeah... I actually don't have that much to tell... Life is going on as normal here... It's turning cold (only 8 degrees anymore), there's Chrismas lights and thingys everywhere. Though it doesn't feel as Christmas at all... Must be the lack of snow =o ...　Ｎｏｗ　Ｉ　ｐｕｓｈｅｄ　ａ　ｂｕｔｔｏｎ　ｏｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｋｅｗｂｏａｒｄ　ｗｈｉｃｈ　ｍａｋｅｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｔｅｘｔ　ｃｏｍｐｅｌｅｔｌｙ　ｍｅｓｓｅｄ　ｕｐ．．．　ｓｏ　Ｉ　ｇｕｅｓｓ　ｔｈａｔ　Ｉ’ｌｌ　ｅｎｄ　ｔｈｉｓ　　ｓｈｏｒｔ　ｐｏｓｔ　ｈｅｒｅ．さようなら～

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Ｉ　ｈａｖｅ　ｓｔａｒｔｅｄ　ａ　（ａｌｍｏｓｔ）　ｃｏｍｐｅｌｅｔｌｙ　ｎｅｗ　ｌｉｆｅ　ｎｏｗ．　Ｉ　ｍｏｖｅｄ　ｔｈｅ　２４：ｔｈ　ｏｆ　ｌａｓｔ　ｍｏｎｔｈ　ｔｏ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｎｅｗ　ｆａｍｉｌｙ　ｏｆ　ｍｉｎｅ，　ｔｈａｔ　ｌｉｖｅｓ　ｉｎ　Ｃｈｉｇａｓａｋｉ　（ｏｎｌｙ　ｏｎｅ　ｈｏｕｒ　ｆｒｏｍ　ｔｈｅ　ｓｃｈｏｏｌ！！）．　Ｉ　ｈａｖｅ：　３．．．ｏｒ　ａｃｔｕａｌｌｙ　４　ｂｒｏｔｈｅｒｓ　（１ｈａｌｆｂｒｏｔｈｅｒ－ｄｏｅｓｎ‘ｔ　ｌｉｖｅ　ａｔ　ｈｏｍｅ）．　Ｎａｍｅ　＆　ａｇｅ：　Ｔａｉｓｅｉ　６　ｙｒｓ．　Ｒｙｏｔａ　１７　ｙｒｓ．　Ｒｙｏｔａ　（ｈａｌｆｂｒｏｔｈｅｒ）　２０　ｙｒｓ．Ｙｕｕｋｉ　２２　ｙｒｓ．Ｍｏｔｈｅｒ　ａｎｄ　Ｆａｔｈｅｒ：　Ｙａｓｕｋｏ　＆　Ｔａｉｊｉ．Ｐｅｔｓ：　２　ｄｏｇｓ　－　Ｍｅｉ＆Ｍｏｍｏ　２　ｃａｔｓ：　Ｋｏｉ＆Ｌｅｏ　ｆｉｓｈｅｓ　ａｎｄ．．．　ｓｅｎｔｉ　ｔｈｉｎｇｙｓ　（ｂｕｇｓ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｔｏｏ　ｍａｎｙ　ｌｅｇｓ）．　Ｉ　ａｂｓｏｌｕｔｌｅ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｆａｍｉｌｙ．Ｉ　ｓｐｅａｋ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｍｙ　ｄａｄ　ｅｖｅｒｙ　ｄａｙ　（Ｉ　ｄｉｄ　ｉｔ　ｏｎｃｅ　ｉｎ　ｔｈｅ　Ｋａｗａｓａｋｉ　ｆａｍｉｌｙ　～．～）．　Ｔｈｅｙ　ｏｎｌｙ　ｓｐｅａｋ　ｉｎ　Ｊａｐａｎｅｓｅ　ｔｏ　ｍｅ　＝Ｄ　Ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　Ｉ　ａｃｃｔｕａｌｌｙ　ｃａｎ　ｕｎｄｅｒｓｔａｎｄ　ｅｖｅｒｙｔｈｉｎｇ　ｔｈｅｙ　ｓａｙ　＾＾”　Ｍｙ　ｂｒｏｔｈｅｒｓ　ａｒｅ　ａｌｌ　ｓｏ　ｎｉｃｅ　ａｎｄ　ｌｏｖｅａｂｌｅ！　（ａｌｗａｙｓ　ｈｅｌｐｉｎｇ　ｍｅ　ｏｕｔ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｔｈｅ　ｋａｎｊｉｓ　ｉｎ　ｍｙ　ｍａｉｌｓ）．．　Ａｎｄ　Ｉ‘ｍ　ｔｒｅａｔｅｄ　ｌｉｋｅ　ａ　ｒｅａｌ　ｆａｍｉｌｙ　ｍｅｍｂｅｒ　ｈｅｒｅ．．　Ｉ　ｃａｎ　ｅｖｅｎ　ｇｏ　ｔｏ　ｔｈｅ　ｒｅｆｉｒｉｇａｔｏｒ　ａｎｄ　ｇｅｔ　ｆｏｏｄ　ｂｙ　ｍｙｓｅｌｆ　ｉｆ　Ｉ‘ｍ　ｈｕｎｇｒｙ！　Ｉ　ｄｏｎ‘ｔ　ｈａｖｅ　ｔｈａｔ　ｍｕｃｈ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｎｏｗ　ｃａｕｓｅ　Ｉ‘ｍ　ｇｏｉｎｇ　ｔｏ　ｍｅｅｔ　ｕｐ　ｗｉｔｈ　Ｉｎｋａ　（ａｎ　ｅｘｃｈａｎｇｉｅ　ｆｒｏｍ　Ｆｉｎｌａｎｄ）　ｉｎ　Ｆｕｊｉｓａｗａ　１０　ｏ‘ｃｌｏｃｋ　（ｄｏｎ‘ｔ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｔｈｅ　ｗｅｅｋｅｎｄ　ｂｕｓ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｔａｂｌｅｓ，　ｓｏ　ｈａｖｅ　ｔｏ　ｄｏ　ｓｏｍｅ　ｒｅｓｅａｒｃｈｉｎｇ）．　Ｒｅｍｅｍｂｅｒ　ｔｈｅ　１８　ｙｒｓ　ｏｌｄ　ｑｕｉｅｔ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄ　Ｉ　ｔｏｌｄ　ｙｏｕ　ｅａｒｌｉｅｒ　ａｂｏｕｔ？　Ｗｅｌｌ，　ｎｏｗｄａｙｓ　ｈｅ‘ｓ　ｍｙ　ｂｏｙｆｒｉｅｎｄ　ｘＰ　Ｉ　ｇａｖｅ　ｕｐ　ｏｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｏｎｅ　ｉｎ　ｍｙ　ｓｃｈｏｏｌ　ａ　ｌｏｎｇ　ｔｉｍｅ　ａｇｏ　（ｓｔａｒｔｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｐｉｓｓ　ｍｅ　ｏｆｆ　～．～）．．．　Ｍｙ　ｃｕｒｒｅｎｔ　ｌｉｆｅ　ｓｔａｔｅ　ｉｓ：　Ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｈａｐｐｙ．　Ａｒｏｕｎｄ　５ｋｇ　ｌｉｇｈｔｅｒ　ｆｒｏｍ　ｗｈｅｎ　Ｉ　ｃａｍｅ　ｈｅｒｅ　（ｄｏｎ‘ｔ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｔｈａｔ　ｆｏｒ　ｓｕｒｅ，　ｊａｐａｎｅｓｅ　ｓｃａｌｅｓ　ａｒｅ　ｄｉｆｆｉｃｕｌｔ　ｔｏ　ｕｓｅ）　ａｎｄ　ｃｏｍｆｔｏｒａｂｌｅ．　Ｍａｙｂｅ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｌｉｆｅ　ｈｅｒｅ　ａｃｔｕａｌｌｙ　ｓｕｉｔｓ　ｍｅ．．．　Ｉ　ｍｉｓｓ　ｍｙ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄｓ　ｉｎ　Ｓｗｅｄｅｎ　ｔｈｏｕｇｈ．．．　（ｗａｎｔ　ｔｈｅｍ　ｔｏ　ｃｏｍｅ　ｈｅｒｅ）．　Ｙｅｓ．．　ｔｈｉｓ　ｉｓ　ｐｒｅｔｔｙ　ｍｕｃｈ　ｔｈｅ　ｋｉｎｄ　ｏｆ　ａ　ｄｒｅａｍ　ｔｈａｔ　Ｉ　ｈａｄ　ｉｍａｇｉｎｅｄ　ｉｔ　ｔｏ　ｂｅ　＾＾　Ｔｈｏｕｇｈ．．．　Ｉ　ｄｉｄｎ‘ｔ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｔｈａｔ　ｔｈｅ　Ｊａｐａｎｅｓｅ　ｇｕｙｓ　ａｒｅ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｐｅｒｖｅｒｔｅｄ　ｘＰ　ｗｅｌｌ．．．　ｔｈａｔ　ｉｓｎ‘ｔ　ｓｏ　ｈｏｒｒｉｂｌｅ．．　Ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ　ｙｏｕ　ｃａｎ　ｌｉｖｅ　ｗｉｔｈ　＝Ｐ　Ｎｏｗ　Ｉ‘ｌｌ　ｓｔａｒｔ　ｍｙ　ｂｕｓ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｔａｂｌｅ　ｒｅｓｅａｒｃｈ．　ｂｙｅｂｙｅ～

Shortcuts in lifetime.

Helloooo Minnasama.

I'm back xP

It's been a while since last time... 2 months? Yeah, well, that's the time which I haven't been able to be on a computer, on. So I've been here in Japan for a little more than 2 months now. There's happened so much that I even can't remember half of it... So I guess that I'll just try to make a short summary of that time... Okay.

The first three weeks was spent at a language school in Tokyo. On the first day in Japan I received my host family, which consists of 5 people (that time 6 though) . 3 children = 2 girls, age 8 & 7. 1 boy, age 5. Mother 32 and father 30. 2 dogs and a big aquarium. The 6.th person was a German girl. Came to Japan the same time as me (she moved out after a month). This familys' house is located in the West (?) part of Kawasaki. So, that's where I've been living up until now.

The far most strangest/scariest/funniest experiences so far here are: When a transvestite (old man with a blonde wig, tights, skirt and makeup) began reading Hamlet (?) in English, out loud in the train when he saw me... This was scary... he didn't even look like a woman =.= a total failure -.-" Luckily I only had to ride it for about 5 minutes... Second one... ah! Becoming friends with the owner of an Latino-club (in Roppongi)... The strange part in this was that even though he knew my age, he promised that me and my friends could come there for free, anytime xD Yuh... Oh! and I just have to include this! Japanese people get drunk so fast! xD Seriously. a pretty quiet friend of mine (18yrs), drank about 4 cm (dunno' how much that's in ml) from a normal sized glass (25% alcohol, blended with something (?))... After that he was compeletly wasted xD He talked so much! And the best of all was that he smiled and wasn't tired at all for the first time x'D Hmm... Things that I've eaten so far ex. Inside of an cows stomach, jellyfish, ice cream in a bag thingy, kakigori (ice thingy), mocchi, sweet beans etc. Every single one of these experiences was sort of unique... But all of them are yummy except from jellyfish and the cows stomach. ^^

My school is called "the rusty kingdom" by all of the exchange students... that's because, that is exactly what it is. But I love it... We have school uniforms. A navy blue skirt, black knee high socks and a white shirt... Oh! can't forget the ugliest shoes that I've ever seen and even worse, have to wear! Green Uwabaki... jurusanai... But they're only for indoor use =)

My class is 105 (ichi maru go) and my classmates are all really nice... Though they think that I even don't know the colors in Japanese -.-" I've joined the tea club in school, it's interesting... I love rooms with tatami mats =3 The smell is so good... We have this teacher that almost everyone hates because he's mean on purpose (that's why I just can't bring myself to hate him =P) he told me that I'd better watch out not to eat too many snacks (in the tea ceremony there's always snacks) or else I would get fat, and then he sucked air into his mouth and made the cheeks go all round. But because my cheeks already are as round as they are, I just replied "Dakara" with a smile (that's why) and patted my cheeks. His face was so nice that time! It was written all over it like "why is she smiling!? Why doesn't she look unhappy and sad!?? I just called her fat!!" He's nice. yet, I've so far only managed to make real friends with Japanese guys, the girls are almost completely impossible to get close to, unless you can talk the language fluently. But i think that I'll manage in the end... :D Ganbarimasu yo!!

Hmm... Haven't got a boyfriend yet. But I have a guy that I like in the same school... Though he's a third year student which means that he's out of my range... IS what I'd usually say! if he wasn't a friend of mine xD wahaha! I'm so good! No... sorry for that.. Right now I'm sick. (have the influenza) so my mind is a bit corrupted =P Okay. So let's go to the present life here. I've been sick since Monday. From Tuesday to Friday I had to stay in an hotel (because of my A Gata influenza). As highest my body temperature (fever) was up to 39 C degrees and as lowest to 35 C degrees. I've just recently started eating again. Which means that I've lost about 2 kg of weight during that time. But now I'm completely healthy again! Still going on drugs (medication) but healthy =) I'm temporary living in Kanazawa bunko, in another host family (my real one has gone for a trip). I wouldn't mind staying here for the rest of the exchange year though xP The mum (only member of family) is so nice! and she only speaks in Japanese! I've already learned so much from her!... And this is close to school... Oh yeah! I forgot to tell you. My average day here starts at 4.50, when I wake up and get ready for school. 6.00 I'm out of the house, walking towards the closest station (30min) after that I ride 4 different trains for about an hour and an half to get to the school that starts 8.40. Still, I like it... The trains are nice... yeah. I think that I'll end the post here. But I'll probably come back later. Bye"*