神様へ！お誕生日おめでとう！

Here I am again. Finally maybe picking up on the blogging again? Who knows... If only time and space alows me then maybe I can write some uninportant things here every day ;3 Today was Kami-samas 19:th birthday! Omedetou!! We celebrated this by going to Akihabara and blowing up all of our money on traintickets x.x (they cost us a fortune!). Btw. "we" were; Amabi, Kamisama, Yuu chan and me. I enjoyed it a lot, even though I perfer the "a bit" less crowded parts of Tokyo. Well you know what they say "good company makes the day" or "it's not the place, but who you're with, that decides whether you want to be there or not"... Can't remember the shorter version of that later one =P I met some new people today again (through my host family). There's this one question that always comes up... and I never know the answer... "Why did you come to Japan?". To be honest, I have no idea. Or that was what I thought until a few moments ago... When I once again in the boredom of not having anyone to talk with, was watching movies on youtube, the truth kind of tissled into my mind... I came here to fall in love. That's the thing that I've always, through my entire life been searching for. In the animes, mangas, dramas - everywhere. The hope of finding something small to hold on to, a little hint or a nice smile, that would make me feel important for some reason... All, worlds filled with different kinds of love. Sadly enough, that's a truth that people usually don't want to hear if they ask you such a question. The perfect answer would be that the culture which has a firm mixture of past and present and the language whichs origins no one knows about are so mysterious and captivating, that you just had to come to the place where this is all from. Or something like that >.> Right now the time here is 1.27 AM. I've began concidering that the fact of going to bed might not be as a horrible thing to do. Seems like my Englis's getting completly whacked up... I'll stop this excursiating failure of trying to bring a bit clearness into this blurry mind of mine and go to bed~お休み～